I Cheat On Him, He Cheats On Me But I Want Us Back Together.

by Need God

We were married 18yrs.and I felt I was being emotionally abused. I felt he put his mom and other family members before us, to put it short. I felt he didn't care about me or our family. My life was spiraling out of control.

Then I met someone, he listened to me and gave my advice on my marriage, or should I say what I should try. Basically what men like and dislike. When that didn't work he would ask me my likes and dislikes. We found we had a lot in common and that's where the affair began. I never intended to step outside my marriage, but it happened. I'm not trying to justify my actions, but trying to be honest.

It was me, my fault I had the affair. My husband is now seeing someone else and it hurts so much. I cry often and pray daily. I still talk to my lover but I want my husband back. I do know now that God hates divorce, and I do want to be reconciled back with him.

It is just scary to know he's seeing someone else and that he has harden his heart towards me. Please pray with me as well as for us.