63 Year Old Husband Is Porn Addict, Cheats With Young Girls.

by McCull
(Ohio)

I have been separated from my husband for 4 years. I don't really know how many women he has been with but it has been more than 3.

My husband is 63 years old and he likes very young women and he is heavy into porn. All of the women have been under the age of 27. I have been praying and fasting asking for my husband to come home. God has moved but not so much that he has come home nor talked about coming home. I now have been told that the 25 years old he is with now may be pregnant and he wants to marry her.

My question is how long do I keep praying? At what point do I give up? How do I know if this is the man for me? I feel like I'm at a tennis match back and forth. On one hand God said he would give you the desire of your heart but according to his will. He said it is better to marry than to burn but we should not be unevenly yoked.

I did pray for our marriage when he first left and then stopped when I found out that less than a month of moving out he was already living with a girl 30-35 yrs younger than him.

It hurt me so much I couldn't pray. I start looking for a man cause I was hurt and lonely. It was hard being alone after being with someone every day for over 10 years. I did cheat one time and I felt so bad and ashamed I repented right then and there I began to cry the man asked what was wrong and I told him the truth that I still loved my husband and I couldn't see him anymore.

Now here we are 4 years later I've been single and faithful to an unfaithful husband. I've started back praying for my marriage even did my first 21 days fast. God is and has been moving but its been very hard to keep praying when I'm not sure if I should.

What is the deal breaker? I don't want this to go on for 4 more years. I prayed and asked God to do something for our marriage. So when is enough is enough?